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Eternal Fwenship

I realised, a front is juz a front after all. Noone is strong, emotionally. Everyone gets hurt in one way or another. They put a front juz to prevent themselves to be seen as weak. M i making sense? i hope.

What i really meant is that, the meaning of 'not fragile' is not that u will not be 'broken' but a fact on how your level of tolerance and how you actually handle the emotional turmoils.

Ppl always sae that i am cold-blooded blah~ actually, i m juz numbing myself. As far as my emotions are concerned, i am really fragile too. Jus that i do not haf the habit of showing them out and inviting sympathetic glances from the people ard. Why do i haf to make the ppl ard me worry? nO point. too attention-seeking.

To ah mah, i may seem to be un-caring today, as in, i may not be the first to console u 2dae, but i noe that tts the best wae to console u? isnt it so. cuz i noe u will only feel better after crying. Silly gal. Noone is to blame. Life is like tat. U always appear to be so strong and objective whenever we talk, i noe that deep down inside, u r one with empathy more than anyone else. U feel for others a lot. i m critisizing u abt ur character or wad. In fact, this is ur greatest attribtute cuz i dun tink i can ever attain that. I love u gal. Be strong cuz nothing in this world can always go ur wae and u shdnt shoulder all burdens all by urself. :)

I wana gossip about sleaze here. hahahs. mmm.. i tink that she is really nice. I haven met someone who is as easily contented as she is. It warms my heart somehow to know that there is still a gal who feels happie juz by looking at her eye candies. hahahs. so ke ai rite. To her, i guess she is still waiting for a relationship but she is scared that starting one may juz ruin the image of everything. Also, guess that she wants to get her goals rite, studies first.

For me, hahaa. my goals are never rite ever since uni. Played too much, laze too much, think too much. Everything but the priorities rite. I cant wait for my exams to end.

Yups. hao la. time to webcast. sian diaos!