This line is etched in me till now as i din realize it until it was mentioned to me.
Right, blogging down all these is not to gain sympathy from the public(like i care, not like i love to get pite. haha) but it just acts as a form of outlet; to vent out my sadness cuz i dun wana yell at THE person. Y not blogging down the happie stuff? TO all those who made and make me happy, just wana tell u people that the happy stuff are not meant to be shared publicly but to keep in my heart n vividly recorded in my mind for replaying :)
Right Now, I can only say that my mood is recovering much faster than i thought i could. No worry to all those who cared and most importantly still caring. Hee. Love you guys.
For the matter which made me sad, i can only say that it boiled down to me being lazy to explain anything from the beginning, thinking that leaving everything and every actions unsaid and unexplained is the best. However, I recieved adverse effects. Who doesnt know communication is the most important thing in life to get things done and get misunderstandings cleared? Rethorically, noone does it. Most preferred to keep everything unsaid OR, not knowing how to get started. Then pride and embarassment got in the way and lalala.. back to zero point. This is how u get into shit in live.
Whatever it is, another person said to me" you are frank to everyone other than urself". How true it is. But it's too late to realise i m such a person. Then other person i know (whoever it is going to be) will tell me " it's nv too late"
I guess what i need is not consolation but truth. Though truth only reveals with time, i hope, this time round, time is not the 'boundless' factor.
posted by wong @ 5:37 PM
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