Birthday
I am officially 20! Bdae was great! Mmmm.. i dun feel like elaborating but mani mani thanks to celebrate moi bdae and those who remembered my bdae! thankew veri much.. really
lastly.. i tink i am ready...
:)
Past and Present
Before getting into the topic of my blog today. I want to thank Mr. Ong for the Dinner and the arcade. Thanks for making the effort to celebrate my birthday with me. :)
I went through all my all stuffe just now and I stumbled upon all the letters. Just some thoughts. There are many Used-to-bes and Nows in life. Things change with every single decision that is made either by self or others. Cooperation and mutuality are needed for things to work out. Also, there are many things that require time and the sudden 'dang~' in you to realise and get over. Yups, if u r wondering who i am talking about, i am referring to my own life. Twists of fate, impulsive decisions and transience emotions that brought upon current circumstances.
I am a rational girl who keeps all moi emotions within. I let it all out that day. Sorrie if i scare u dar. Heee, thanks for being there.
Ting Ting n mongs, thankew for caring and listening. Sorrie for making u guys worrie so much for me recently. I love u guys.
WeiQiang Daddy, cheer up kies. Talking about weiqiang, ahahs, i am going to go out with him tml b4 meeting andy and amanda for dinner at marina. :)
I am looking forward to Monday.. Dinner with the 2 of u. The day of liberation! hahahas... I miss going out with the 2 of u....
I DUn feel like zouking today. I am not going. I dun care.
I found a eyecandy in chem lect. Omg, i look forward to mon, wed, thur fri when i can see my eyecandy!
One more thing, thankew yvonne for finding a tutee for me. Michelle, that's her name. I will do my best for her.
I have 2 tuitions now, a about to start dance class, gg to join volleyball sub-club ( i hope to), Tq'07 prog comm. feel like taking up SOW treasurer, and hafta study. Should i take up another part-time? y do i haf so much time? Cuz, i haf decided not to care anymore. :)
Mirror Mirror On the Wall
Reflection
...Pure deception...
It's all about fate.
(***- ...Fate....***)
....brought all....
.....of us.....
(***-....together...-***)
Why is the title like that? The answer is no special reason at all.
Simply fate i call it when u meet some people in ur life, fall in love with someone, part with some, having impression of some, simply forget some and some, even wait for the one he/she used to love. Is this call fate? game? or just what all of us call life. Things we have to live with. It's a big question mark that i want to leave these questions with. No answer cuz there isn't i guess. If everything could be explained, life could never be difficult? hahahs...
Why did i suddenly raised this topic. It is becuz of what this guy fwen told me. Let's call him.. G. G= guy not girl mind u. hahas.. He told me he waited for his ex-gf for 4 years. She broke up with him, got tog with another guy and broke up with this other guy and G asked her to get back after she broke off with the latest bf, but she refused. After 4 years of waiting, it's futile. Waste of time? stupid? sentimental? Should it be admiration or despair? i Dunoe. He said it's just a curse in his family that the guys are destined to be single... Diao..
After all these, guy G liked another girl call her girl O. But at the same time another guy E liked her. O and E liked each other and G was sabotaged to become the matchmaker cuz noone knew abt his feelings. However, O and E din turn out well and became normal fwens and G was being accused of being the person who broke the 2 up when he was eventually found out that he had feelings for O. Who's right who's wrong? Only the involved parties knew what happened. I heard the story from G. One-sided story so i cant sae much and i am not in the position to either. -shrugs-
Another guy fwen B, liked a girl oso for 4 years. But they din get tog tho they liked each other cuz he felt that they will break up in the end. He said, there isnt a pt in getting tog with s1 if u noe that break up would be the end result. It sounds noble isnt it? But u wont noe if it wld work out if u dun give urselves a chance?
Now about girl O. She has some feelings for this guy K. Guy K is attached but he seems to give the wrong signal to girl O. Intentionally or unintentionally. Noone knows but himself. Girl O thinks that he has feelings for her but is he? Will she get hurt? I guess only time can tell. Moreover, Guy K doesnt reveal much abt his personal life abt him n his gf. That's him. So, what is on his mind???
Above stories are real in case u r thinking that i am crapping. But identities are confidential. Life is complicated. Human relation is too. It's not easy to find someone u can really love and who love u. Treasure who u haf. If u dun haf, i guess u just have to wait for the right one to appear. As for me, it seems too abstract to understand given my current state. Orite. They are just tots of the day. Seems to trigger too much.
Boy meets girl. Girl meets boy. Fwenship or love or hate? The story goes on.....
SOW grp fotos! SMURFIES
Smurf Talentime
Smurfs after rag
Smurfs agains!
Smurfies
SOW 3-day Camp
3 days camp of sow has ended tho there is another week of sow to go for. mmm... i agreed with what hui ting saes... it's veri difficult to bond with the freshies esp now when u haf so mani of them n all of the form their own clicks. But nvm, as long as they are happie... :)
It is a small world after all. I saw my 'uber cute' in the camp in my same house.(ah mah is gg to talk crap again) haha... oh wells.. generally, there are eyecandies ard la.. MIRACLE CAN? cuz it's science! haha. Got a pageant guy in moi og mm.. i dun doubt that he is shuai but nt moi type kind... On the whole, the guys in my OG are quite nice, very gentlemanly. I can say that the guys in my OG are the most gentlemanly in my house. Can see from cluedo lohs. Only our grp guys protect the girls throughout tho they are scared.. For the other houses, some even abandon the girls... diaos. Some girls cried ehs... sighs. feel bad. That's y jas n I din scare them further. For the girls, a lot of diff characters; some more dao, some overly fwenly but all quite oNz de. Oh ya. moi grps all nite owls, only start to high after 3pm and can high thru the mid nite. Sounds like me yeah???
As usual, i dun wana elaborate more on the events la. But i m beginning to love moi OG tho i m rather AS... heehee... I will post the pics when mei mei sends me
Oh ya... Liqing and weiqiang are scandalling me n xiao kai! oMg.. Pls lohs... it's all becuz he brought biscuits for me and dun let others eat it and he sent it over to my tutorial room at nite for me to eat cuz i m hungry. DIAOS!!!! PLS LA!!!!!!!! Cuz he promised the biscuit wad and he is bored over at his OG. KNS. Somemore i noe something abt him. haahahash!!! *secrets* tts y lohs. Somemore. he has a scandal liao.. dun anyhw anyhw! Ah Bish!!
Something is bothering me. mmm.. i hope it wont last long. I guess i will be well soooooooooon~ hopefully lah hors. One line will do :)
p/s MR ong arh.. dun bottle up hor :)
.....of us.....
Smurf Talentime 
Smurfs after rag
